Go to your room, shut closed. Ask God if he exists and come humbly to him like a child sincerely wanting to know him. Confess and Accept Jesus into your heart as your personal Lord and your savior. Believe that Jesus died on the cross for your sins and rose again after 3 days defeating death in your heart. Ask God to fill you with the Holy Spirit in Jesus name. Then God will show you he is real. ✝️🙏🌍